I sense that 2013 is going to be game changing. I don't know if it is going to be good or bad. I could finally lose the remaining weight and find a guy who wants me. Or, I could finally become at peace with the realization that I will always be alone and that marriage, love, being wanted, kids, and a family of my own is not in the cards for me.
I've been contacted by two guys but neither is doing anything for me. I'm sure they are nice guys but... One is 39, divorced, with a 12 year old kid, who lives an hour and a half away. The other has a heart disease, can't drive, can't work, and is constantly sick.
Neither is in a position to pamper me. In fact, both would need me to cater to them to make it work - and you know what? I'm through being the nice girl. No one really truly wants the nice girl and on top of all that, she gets jack shit for it. So, say la vie.
This year, it is going to be all about me and what I want.
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