Snakes

I was walking outside my apartment and walked by a snake in the parking lot.  Anyone who knows me knows snakes are on of my top 3 banes.  We hates them.  *shudder*  I'm not sure I'll be walking outside in the mornings for a while, anymore.

I don't know if that is something I should report to the apartment or not. 

11 Years

I can't believe it has already been 11 years since 9/11.  It doesn't seem that long.  A few weeks after 9/11, I thought, I wonder if this day will be one that grandchildren ask their grandparents about.  Will our grandchildren ask us if we remembered what we did when we learned about 9/11 like I asked my grandparents if they remember what they were doing when they learned JFK has been shot?

Do you remember what you were doing when you first heard about 9/11?  I do.  It was a few weeks after I graduated from college.  I was living in an apartment which I shared with my brother.  I woke up, turned on the TV, and saw the news.  As I watched in horror as the plane crashed, as people jumped from the buildings, I could only cry.  Yep, I wept.  I wept for the senseless murder of innocent people.  I wept for the families left behind.  I wept for those last moments of those innocent people as they knew death was moments away.

My latest message from a Dating Site:

I think the words in your profile are the most moving, beautiful words I've seen a girl say. This is exactly what we all want but no one wants to say it.

I'm not here to suggest myself. I'm not ready for a relationship. What I want to do is suggest to you what needs to be done to find the love of your life!

You know it too. I am telling you because I want to help.

You need to lose wait by diet and exercise. You need to sculpt your body. Everything else is ready.

I hope this helps you and you don't get offended. 

If you ever wonder why I write the words I do, if you ever wonder why I have sorrow in my heart, re-read that.  Out of the blue, he felt the need to insult me and tell me I'm not good enough because of my body.  I'll never be fucking good enough for anyone.  Everything else is ready, just you're too fat and ugly for any guy to desire or even fuck.   You're defective and unless you change you'll  always be defective.  But hey, don't be offended, I just meant to help.

There's a place that i know 
it's not pretty there and few have ever gone 
if i show it to you now 
will it make you run away
or will you stay
 even if it hurts
 even if i try to push you out will you return? 
and remind me who i really am 
please remind me who i really am
everybody's got a dark side 
do you love me? 
can you love mine? 
nobody's a picture perfect but we're worth it 
you know that we're worth it 
will you love me? 
even with my dark side?
like a diamond from black dust
it's hard to know what can become 
If you give up 
so don't give up on me 
please remind me who i really am
everybody's got a dark side 
do you love me? 
can you love mine? 
nobody's a picture perfect but we're worth it 
you know that we're worth it 
will you love me? 
even with my dark side?
don't run away
 don't run away 
just tell me that you will stay 
promise me you will stay 
don't run away 
don't run away 
just promise me you will stay 
promise me you will stay
will you love me? ohh
everybody's got a dark side 
do you love me? 
can you love mine? 
nobody's a picture perfect 
but we're worth it 
you know that we're worth it 
will you love me? 
even with my dark side?