I like fashion. I like shopping. I like trying to look as good as my ugliness will allow me too.
This weeks wardrobe:
Monday:
Stretch black pencil skirt, black tank top, black and white tweed jacket, black heel Mary Janes.
The jacket looked something like this.
Tuesday:
Blue and Brown paisley sundress with brown flats.
Wednesday:
Sweeter Dress with Red Wedges.
Thrusday:
Gray and Black baby doll dress, heather gray tights, black boots that look kind of like this.
That is an image of the dress from the back. If you look at the picture before it, you can see it from the front. Plus, the dress looks awful on the person wearing it.
I also purchased a new cocktail dress for my cruise.
Friday, September 28, 2012
Tuesday, September 25, 2012
Bad Dreams
I don't normally have bad dreams, but I did last night. So much so, that it woke me up. I has vwwb having a pretty decent dream. Involving me and an all male platoon of soldiers. It wasn't all that great. We were stranded and the CO told me to behave and the soldiers that I was off limits. That pretty much meant they treated me like I didn't exist and it was painful. It's one thing to be the last woman alive and still not be wanted by the men - but another not to be treated even as a human.
But, that wasn't the bad dream.
The bad dream came later after that dream led to me hooking up with the second in command. His name was Bradley. Anyways, there were two snakes fighting - a cobra and a coral. I screamed at the snakes and my uncle, brother, and Bradley took care of them. But, then, I was alone and a second coral snake approached me. I screamed to warn my family and for help. No one came. Then my aunt showed up, grabbed the coral snake, and threw it at me.
Bradley, my brother, and uncle finally showed up. I don't know what happened because I fainted in the dream. I woke in real life and tried to tell myself it was a dream and to not think about snakes. I wanted to return to the dream cause I knew copious amounts of sex would ensue with my own personal CO, Bradley. But, dream would and real world, snakes loomed in my conscious bothering me.
In my dreams, I was comforted. In reality, I wished I had someone to reassure me there were no snakes under my bed waiting to hiss at me.
But, that wasn't the bad dream.
The bad dream came later after that dream led to me hooking up with the second in command. His name was Bradley. Anyways, there were two snakes fighting - a cobra and a coral. I screamed at the snakes and my uncle, brother, and Bradley took care of them. But, then, I was alone and a second coral snake approached me. I screamed to warn my family and for help. No one came. Then my aunt showed up, grabbed the coral snake, and threw it at me.
Bradley, my brother, and uncle finally showed up. I don't know what happened because I fainted in the dream. I woke in real life and tried to tell myself it was a dream and to not think about snakes. I wanted to return to the dream cause I knew copious amounts of sex would ensue with my own personal CO, Bradley. But, dream would and real world, snakes loomed in my conscious bothering me.
In my dreams, I was comforted. In reality, I wished I had someone to reassure me there were no snakes under my bed waiting to hiss at me.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
All Out Shopping for the Sexy Single Me
Single or not, fat or not, ugly or not - I'm still determined to look at hot as I possible can. I don't really care if the guys don't appreciated what they don't have.
On top of ordering a 34F swimsuit top and a strapless bra for a whooping 120 bucks on Friday, yesterday I spend the majority of the afternoon shopping with my mom. Their are some stables from my wardrobe that I need to replenish in my size.
Heading to Walmart, I purchased some nude knee highs, a pair of black sweat pants, and a totally cute Halloween Hello Kitty shirt. Turns out I don't need the knee highs so I'm returning them today.
Moving on to Payless, I found a cute pair of pink strapy sandals which I was hoping would match my new pink and white dress (as I don't have any shoes I like to wear with it). The pinks don't match and I'm still debating if I'm going to take them back or not. I also saw a cute pair of red wedges but they didn't have my size. I think I'll go look at another Payless this morning to see if they have them.
Next to JcPenny's where I unloaded a load of cash. They had major Summer clearance. I picked up a cute biniki bottom for a $1, a flowing shirt, cargo pants, black and white tank top undershirts, a pencil skirt, and a cocktail dress (also pencil skirt design).
The pencils skirt and dress are very dareing for me but I'm trying to embrace my body, curves, and love it. You definately see my smaller waist, big chest, wide hips and big butt. I'm hoping this is a step in a positive direction.
I then purchased a white eyelet dress from Catos foe $4!. It is off the shoulder and fits like a glove. Getting a white dress is also a first for me, but it DOES look good on me.
Heading to Ross, I got a cute gray and black babydoll dress. It is similar to another dress I own which is almost too big now.
Last stop was another shoe store where I purchased a pair of brown flats. But, I think I'm going to trade them in for a 1/2 size bigger today.
I'm off to relook at my loot and decide what is staying and what is going.
On top of ordering a 34F swimsuit top and a strapless bra for a whooping 120 bucks on Friday, yesterday I spend the majority of the afternoon shopping with my mom. Their are some stables from my wardrobe that I need to replenish in my size.
Heading to Walmart, I purchased some nude knee highs, a pair of black sweat pants, and a totally cute Halloween Hello Kitty shirt. Turns out I don't need the knee highs so I'm returning them today.
Moving on to Payless, I found a cute pair of pink strapy sandals which I was hoping would match my new pink and white dress (as I don't have any shoes I like to wear with it). The pinks don't match and I'm still debating if I'm going to take them back or not. I also saw a cute pair of red wedges but they didn't have my size. I think I'll go look at another Payless this morning to see if they have them.
Next to JcPenny's where I unloaded a load of cash. They had major Summer clearance. I picked up a cute biniki bottom for a $1, a flowing shirt, cargo pants, black and white tank top undershirts, a pencil skirt, and a cocktail dress (also pencil skirt design).
The pencils skirt and dress are very dareing for me but I'm trying to embrace my body, curves, and love it. You definately see my smaller waist, big chest, wide hips and big butt. I'm hoping this is a step in a positive direction.
I then purchased a white eyelet dress from Catos foe $4!. It is off the shoulder and fits like a glove. Getting a white dress is also a first for me, but it DOES look good on me.
Heading to Ross, I got a cute gray and black babydoll dress. It is similar to another dress I own which is almost too big now.
Last stop was another shoe store where I purchased a pair of brown flats. But, I think I'm going to trade them in for a 1/2 size bigger today.
I'm off to relook at my loot and decide what is staying and what is going.
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