Quality

"This guy appears to be looking for a quality woman who can be bought. And a quality woman can never be bought."

Nothing will piss me off more than if you treat me like, or insinuate that, I'm a whore.  Especially,  if you treat me like a cheap one.

Military

I don't know why, but I've had the urge to join the army lately.  I think I'd really enjoy it.  I think it's the idea of doing something good, for the world, that appeals to me.  Of, doing something useful, for someone.  If only I wasn't overweight and they would take me, I'd might just do it.

As it stands, I feel like I'm leading a hypocrital life, of a skinny girl, when I'm really a fat girl.  I should be eating McDonald's and spending my evenings in front of the TV.  Instead, I avoid eating out and get cranky if I don't get in an hour of physical activity each day.

Bradley Ryan Cooper Where Are You?

It's never going to stop hurting.  It's never going to stop hurting that no one wanted me.

Mummies With My Mommy

The guy I mentioned earlier?  The one I kind of liked?  Never messaged me back. =(  In fact, his profile has been deleted.  Don't know if he deleted it or if his account was deleted, but it doesn't matter.  Sad Panda. 

My leg is still hurting but not as bad when I walk.  I started to walk this morning when it started up, so I decided to stop walking.  I'm hoping if I just let it heal, it will be done with sooner.  I don't even remember hurting it.

But not exercising is killing me.

I went to the Mummies of the World exhibit, yesterday, with my mother.  It was cool but not really worth the price of the admission.  The museum is really looking run down and needs a face lift.  It's sad, really, to see what is valued in today's world.  And art, culture, and education is not.

I went to Berlington Coat Factory, as well, to look for a new winter coat.  My old one is too big for me.  I went there because I recall them having a lot of jackets to pick from.  It wasn't about price but finding something I liked.  Boy was that place the pits.  I thought Ross was bad but this place won hands down.   Never again will I shop there.  It isn't about price.  I want what I like whether it costs $20 or $200.  Do I like it?  Does it look good? 

I ended up finding a gray leather jacket that I liked for $20.  But, never again will I shop there.  Geez.  Poor people and stuff sucks.

Awkward and Hilarious

Because it is Columbus Day, I don't have work.  For the past 4 weeks, each Saturday, I've been having headaches. I've been trying to figure out the cause for years now.  I've come to the conclusion that it is completely mental.  That I hate the weekends so much, my body just gets these headaches. 

So, Saturday I was doing good until noon, when it hit me while I was hiking in a State Park.  I was in tears for the rest of the day it hurt so bad.  Sunday, in the morning, I still had a little left but then was good in the afternoon... only... when I went walking in the afternoon, my right knee started hurt.  I hope I just pulled something and it will be okay in a few days.  I don't recall doing anything to hurt it.

This morning it still hurts.  So that  means no cardio for me today - which is killing me.  I'll have to double down on the strength.

Anyways, when I went to enter the State Park on Saturday, turns out I do have G's card.  So that means he has mine.  I knew my card expired in September and I wasn't crazy.  That explains why the expiration date was different.  Anyways, I've been using his pass this whole time and no one noticed.  Since mine is expired, I just purchased a new one.  Problem, on my side, solved. 

But his card is still good.   If I had a mailing address, I'd just mail it to him.  But, I don't and I don't want to contact him to give it to him because that is just awkward.  Apparently he hasn't been using his card or noticed yet.  He can always contact me if he wants it back.

I hope this day goes quickly.  It's just started and already I want it over.  I wish my leg wasn't killing me.  What I really want to do is go out hiking!